A True to Life Story of Necromancy

What is this guy on about? This sounds like some really lavish work of fiction.

Grumblevolcano wrote:What is this guy on about? This sounds like some really lavish work of fiction.

I know, this really does sound like the plot to a science-fiction horror movie, but I wholeheartedly assure you this is no joke. Just wait until all of this is confirmed by the scientific community and the U.S. government.

I'm sorry, personal beliefs aside this thread is going to get real ugly soon so just to keep things running smoothly I'll lock this thread.

The thread has been unlocked, but might get locked again if the thread gets derailed or turns into a flaming war. Sorry, FuManchu was worried that a flaming war was about to start.

Don't worry Rukiafan, I'm not easily offended at this point in my existence. Everyone is permitted to express their own opinions and beliefs about this topic, as long as nobody is purposely disrespectful.

Consider me confused. Just read through that novel of yours and that did not at all help me to understand what's going on with you. I seriously thought you had a real health issue going on....but it sounds like it's more mental.
Whatever it is, I hope it all works out for you Sunny.

My advice is to take it easy and enjoy life.

I know that it seems like I have a very serious mental disorder, @RoryLee. I'm sorry, if you're confused my friend. My physical health issues are beyond anyone's imagination. There will be no way for me to prove any of this to anyone until its scientifically proven and publicized.

Just tell me one thing. What happens if the doctors can't prove anything? What then?

RoryLee wrote:Just tell me one thing. What happens if the doctors can't prove anything? What then?

I will accept that I'm either demonically possessed, or I'm the most psychotic human being that has ever existed. I will then humble myself and resume this topic with an apology to everyone at WiiWareWave. I will also send an apology in a PM to everyone that does not currently visit WiiWareWave on a usual basis.

Lol.
I for one hope you are wrong because I think it's creepy. I'm just glad that you are willing to accept whatever the outcome will be.

RoryLee wrote:I for one hope you are wrong because I think it's creepy.

Oh, this goes very far beyond creepy, my friend. I can even accept that much.

RoryLee wrote:I'm just glad that you are willing to accept whatever the outcome will be.

After everything that I've been through in the past year and a half, death doesn't even frighten me anymore, @RoryLee. If I can accept this fate, I can accept anything. Thank you, for actually caring. Not many people out there in this cold world would ever show as much respect and honor as you have, my friend. Most people would've read the message I posted and turned their cheek in embarrassment of the fact that they were ever associated with me. You have a very respectable and honorable personality, @RoryLee, and I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. You're a very admirable person.

What happened to some of the other posts in the thread?

I hope you'll get better, my friend. It pains me to see you suffering.

@Sunny, I really appreciate that.
And after thinking about all of this and kind of letting it sink in. I believe a therapy should be something that you should consider.

Ichigofan wrote:I hope you'll get better, my friend. It pains me to see you suffering.

@Ichigofan
Thank you, for your dedicated concern, my friend. Just always remember, life always goes on.

RoryLee wrote:@Sunny, I really appreciate that.

I'm sure that anyone else who knows you would say the same, @RoryLee. Let the truth be told, my friend.

RoryLee wrote:And after thinking about all of this and kind of letting it sink in. I believe a therapy should be something that you should consider.

I've already been mentally institutionalized three times since I last posted in the "My Final Goodbye" topic, @RoryLee. They prescribed me two different psychiatric medications, but they had zero effect on my situation.

I highly doubt I'm suffering from mental illnesses/disorders. I've been hearing hundreds of different voices ranging from little, adorable children's voices to very deep, frightening demonic voices. And I know you don't hear hundreds of different distinct voices when you have schizophrenia. I also know that the extremely frightening, torturous, unnatural sensations that I've been experiencing in my brain and throughout my body aren't being caused by a neurological disorder, because I've already done extensive research online.

@Sunny I posted something yesterday but i guess the thread was locked... So my couple of paragraphs are gone. Any how i read your book too ha, there were tons of things i didnt understand due to not studying in those departments but i can get the gist of it all. In the end we are all just happy to know what we thought happen concerning a dire situation hasnt come to light.

You say this stuff is to be public knowledge here soon or later ? That would indeed be something im sure alot of peeps would care to read about. What ever your going through sounds like it would be too much for the average person to deal with daily. Your a real trooper through it all thats for sure. I hope you find what you need, life is precious even more so when experience such things like so that could hamper your lifestyle to such a degree. Glad to see you alive and kicking after that long absence, dont be a stranger my friend, take it easy and live well !

Gameday J wrote:Any how i read your book too ha, there were tons of things i didnt understand due to not studying in those departments but i can get the gist of it all.

If there's any details that you're having trouble understanding, I'm sure that I can explain it to you in a way that you can understand. Just let me know what information you're having a difficult time understanding, my friend. I know everyone is probably very confused by my situation, if they don't already believe that I've gone insane. I will let you all know that all of this information isn't just thoughts floating around in my head. There are many voices communicating with me and informing me about this information. When you have schizophrenia, the voices don't consciously communicate with you.

I'm glad you came back to visiting this site after being away for so long

Gameday J wrote:Glad to see you alive and kicking after that long absence, dont be a stranger my friend, take it easy and live well !

Don't you be a stranger either J. WiiWareWave is the only way I can actually communicate with you, @RoryLee, @Z-Bone and @Tech101 until I leave for Cleveland Metro Hospital at the beginning of next month, so I hope you guys don't disappear until then.

Welcome back! I think it's a combination of things, but the portion of your brain that deals with your reasoning is probably whats dying off. I hope that I'm wrong, but you do appear to be suffering from some form of dimensia based on your symptoms.

Ragnarok wrote:I hope that I'm wrong, but you do appear to be suffering from some form of dimensia based on your symptoms.

I've done some prior research on Alzheimer's and dementia, and none of the associated symptoms even comes close to what I'm experiencing. The only hallucinations are associated with Lewy body dementia, and those are only visual hallucinations. The horrific, torturous sensations that I've been experiencing in my brain and body have been torturing me and frightening me beyond imagination. I'm experiencing horrific disruptions in my brain periodically. I lose the ability to think or speak every few seconds for hours on end. Sometimes I even experience very torturous sensations inside my eyeballs and my eyesight is temporarily impaired. I think I'll just have to post some of the information I've documented about my experience, so you can actually compare the symptoms of known brain diseases and mental disorders to what I have been experiencing. You'll just have to excuse me for double posting, because there are many separate documents.

Over three and a half years ago, my brain began to lose its abilities to produce chemistry. Some form of evil energy then began to synthesize my brain’s neurological communications without my knowledge. It must have already possessed a virtual blueprint of my entire existence, because I still felt as normal as I usually did. Over a year later at the age of 31, my other internal organs, except for my heart and lungs, slowly began to fail and my brain had become completely depleted of every form of chemistry. That’s when the evil energy made its presence known. Evil voices began harassing me, and I began to experience extreme anxiety and a horrible feeling that I’m unable to describe. Which caused me to experience an outrageous amount of suffering.

I had no idea what was happening to me, and I had no desire to inform my mother or anyone else about the voices I was hearing. After three days of suffering and sleeplessness, my mother became worried and took me to St. John Medical Center’s emergency department. An ER doctor there decided to give me a prescription for Ativan. The evil energy was somehow able to synthesize the effects that the Ativan would have had on my brain and allow me to experience feelings of relaxation, so I was still completely clueless about my condition. After I ran out of my week’s supply of Ativan, I was once again experiencing sleeplessness. I also began to experience the same horrible, indescribable feelings and extreme anxiety again. I promptly made an appointment at Cleveland Metro Hospital to see a financial counselor so I could begin seeing a personal physician.

I suffered for almost an entire week before my first doctor’s appointment. I only slept for one or two hours every other day until the day of my appointment. The doctor at Cleveland Metro Hospital gave me a prescription for Paxil. I began taking the Paxil, but the evil energy still kept me suffering and wouldn’t allow me to sleep correctly. I only slept for about two hours in the next couple of days that followed. I could no longer withstand the horrible suffering and sleeplessness that I was experiencing, so I asked my mother to please take me back to St. John Medical Center’s emergency department. My mother and I informed an ER doctor there about how much I was still suffering. I also informed the doctor that I had recently seen a personal physician at Cleveland Metro Hospital, but he had refused to prescribe me any benzodiazepines. The ER doctor informed me that he really wasn’t supposed to give me another prescription for Ativan, but he noticed how much I was suffering and decided to anyways. He also gave me a prescription for hydroxyzine to help me sleep after my prescription of Ativan ran out.

The evil energy continued to synthesize the effects of the Ativan, so I was finally able to relax and fall asleep again. After I had finished about half of the two week’s supply of Ativan, it suddenly didn’t have any effect on me. After my Ativan wouldn’t take effect, I decided to take some hydroxyzine as well. About an hour after I had lied down, I began to experience horrible, prickly sensations throughout my entire body. I tried to lay there and wait for it to subside, but I was kept awaken as the horrible sensations continued to torture me for hours. I informed my mother about the horrible side-effects that I thought I was actually experiencing, and she took me back to St. John Medical Center. I informed an ER doctor there about the torturous, prickly sensations I was experiencing. The doctor thought that I might have been experiencing some drug interactions, because I was already taking Paxil and Ativan. He then contacted my personal physician at Cleveland Metro Hospital, and he was informed by my doctor to ask me to hand over the rest of my Ativan and hydroxyzine that I had brought with me to the hospital. By the time I was released from the emergency department at St. John Medical Center, the horrible prickly sensations had subsided.

For the next week, I began experiencing the same horrible feelings, extreme anxiety and sleeplessness all over again. Once again, I was only sleeping for one or two hours a day. I also began to experience very lightheaded sensations in my brain that I thought were side-effects from the Paxil I was still taking, but apparently the evil energy was causing me to experience unnatural neurological communications in my brain. I was forced to schedule an emergency appointment at Cleveland Metro Hospital. My personal physician at Cleveland Metro Hospital finally decided to prescribe me clonazepam, and my psychiatrist also decided to prescribe me Trazodone. My personal physician thought the lightheaded sensations I was experiencing were just side-effects from the Paxil he was prescribing me. He informed me that the side-effects should wear off soon. Once I began taking the clonazepam, the side-effects from the Paxil temporarily subsided. The evil energy synthesized the effects of the clonazepam and Trazodone for the next two months before my doctor was informed by my psychiatrist to discontinue my prescription of clonazepam.

I lost my job at Elyria Maintenance Company shortly after, because of all the days I was forced to call off from work. I missed many days of work, because of all the suffering and sleeplessness that the evil energy was causing me to experience. I also missed days of work, because the evil energy made my brain feel so incredibly ill after taking the Paxil. I also missed days of work, because I thought I was experiencing some type of allergic reaction from the cleaning chemicals I used on a daily basis at work. I would begin to feel very strange, frightening sensations in my brain every day after I came home from work. The sensations got worse and worse until I was unable to return to work the next day. I finally lost my job at Elyria Maintenance Company after the evil energy caused me to experience very painful back issues that weren’t actually occurring.

My personal physician had previously asked me if I was experiencing any back pain issues and later decided to prescribe me Naproxen. I experienced popping sensations in my spine repeatedly at work after taking Naproxen. I also began to experience severe pain in my spine and increased pain in my back muscles that brought me down to my knees at work. My personal physician thought I was experiencing adverse effects from taking the Naproxen and later decided to prescribe me Meloxicam instead. I tried taking the Meloxicam but I continued to experience popping sensations in my spine at work. I also continued to experience severe pain in my spine and back muscles. I began to experience worse and worse sensations in my brain after I took my daily dosage of Paxil. I finally decided to quit taking the Paxil without informing my personal physician, because I was suffering too much from the side-effects that the evil energy was apparently creating in my brain.

The evil energy was playing mind games the entire time and kept me locked away in my bedroom every day after I came home from work. A week after I had lost my job at Elyria Maintenance Company, I ran out of my last prescription of clonazepam. For the next three days, I only took my Trazodone at night before bedtime. The following day, I tried to take my Trazodone but it suddenly had no effect on me. I was completely sleepless until the next evening. I didn’t even have the sense to call my personal physician and inform him how strange it was that my Trazodone had absolutely no effect on my brain, because the evil energy was apparently controlling my mind. The evil energy eventually informed me that I needed to quit smoking cigarettes for 24 hours and detox my body. The evil energy then instructed me to lie in bed all day long as it disturbed my brain periodically with unnatural neurological communications. I didn’t have the sense to leave my bedroom and inform someone about what I was experiencing, because my mind was being controlled. The evil energy informed me that my heart would stop thumping once my blood had become completely detoxed.

The evil energy had complete control over reality in my brain, so I actually believed that I was going to die. I had no fear of dying until the evil energy disturbed my brain and forced me to leave my bedroom and smoke a cigarette. When I returned to my bedroom, the evil energy informed me that it was changing into demons, because I decided to leave my bedroom and smoke a cigarette. I then began to hear evil, frightening voices and also began to experience very terrifying feelings. I just lied there in bed for hours petrified from fear. The evil energy continued to play disturbing, morbid mind games and forced me to smoke cigarettes periodically. Every time I returned to my bedroom after smoking a cigarette, the evil energy began behaving like demons again. About a week later, I was institutionalized after visiting St. John Medical Center. The rest of this horrific experience continued on from there. You will notice I stated that my brain began to lose its abilities to produce chemistry over three and a half years ago, and I was 31 years of age when my other internal organs began to fail. You will be informed as to why I made those statements in more recent documents I created.
                                                                       

The evil spirits have been torturing me unbearably and made it extremely difficult for me to explain in detail what I was experiencing. They have also been disrupting my ability to think, so I have struggled immensely just to create this documentation. My mother and brother never knew about most of what I was experiencing. I never informed them, because I didn’t want my sweet hearted mother to know just how much her son was being tortured. By the time the evil spirits began torturing me, my mother and brother already believed I was psychotic. They never knew what to think when I began moaning out in agony.

The evil spirits eventually began subjecting me to many various forms of torture, both physical and psychological. Initially, the evil spirits only tortured me periodically, but eventually I was being tortured every second of the day. They tortured me ruthlessly, beyond imagination. I constantly felt helpless and defenseless as I was tortured all day long.

I never desired to resume this horrific, torturous existence for over two years, but my mind was being controlled. The evil spirits have only subjected me to this unimaginable torture so I would appear extremely psychotic to my family members and investigators. The evil spirits informed me repeatedly throughout the day that they were torturing me out of existence. On a daily basis, I was subjected to almost every form of torture listed below. The torture became more and more extreme the longer this went on.

Physical Torture: The evil spirits were somehow able to torture my brain by causing my brain to experience extremely disturbing, unnatural neurological communications. They were also able to synthesize my brain’s neurological communications specifically and force my brain to sense feelings of intense physical pain and extreme discomfort throughout various areas of my body. They were also able to physically manipulate my organs.

* My brain was constantly forced to experience varying degrees of torture. Sometimes the torture was so great that it felt like my entire brain was shivering, and some days the torture became so extreme that I was completely unable to contain myself. My brain felt stunned as soon as I woke up every morning, and sometimes my entire body would begin to tremble. The evil spirits constantly tortured my brain throughout the day in various ways.

Sometimes while my brain was being tortured it was forced to experience extremely disgusting, ill sensations that made my brain feel very disturbed and tortured. Sometimes while my brain was being tortured it was forced to feel enraged, and I was forced to yell out in rage. Sometimes while my brain was being tortured it felt like my entire brain was going haywire, which caused me to experience all sorts of horrific sensations in my brain. Sometimes while my brain was being tortured it was forced to feel extremely frightened and was unimaginably stressful.

The evil spirits constantly forced me to hear various evil, disgusting voices while they tortured my brain. The voices caused my brain to experience extremely disgusting sensations of aggravation and frustration. Sometimes the voices amplified how tortured my brain felt, and I was forced to moan out in discomfort. But it most likely wasn’t the voices themselves that amplified how tortured my brain felt.

* The evil spirits forced me to experience extremely disturbing, torturous, unnatural sensations that constantly surged throughout my entire body and sometimes even in my eyeballs. Sometimes the sensations were so torturous that it made me want to crawl out of my skin and forced me to writhe around in extreme discomfort and hold myself. These unimaginably torturous sensations that surged throughout my entire body caused my muscles to quiver and spasm.


I have been subjected to the following forms of torture periodically.

* Every few seconds, the evil spirits disrupted specific neurological communications that they were synthesizing in my brain. Sometimes I was momentarily unable to speak or think which made my brain feel extremely disturbed and tortured. Sometimes my eyesight became very unstable, and it felt terrifying. Sometimes it felt like my entire brain was freezing up, and it was going to quit communicating altogether. These disruptions caused my brain to experience very horrific sensations.

* The evil spirits tortured my skull and facial bones periodically while they tortured my brain. My entire skull was forced to experience extremely disturbing, torturous, unnatural sensations. Sometimes the sensations were so torturous that it felt like the nerves in my skull were malfunctioning. My skull and facial bones were also forced to experience sensations of severe inflammation and very sharp, burning pain. This disgusting, unbearable torture sometimes lasted for hours. Sometimes the torture was so excruciating that I was forced to moan and yell out in agony.

* Sometimes the evil spirits forced me to experience very painful earaches.

* Sometimes the evil spirits tortured my flesh. The skin on various areas of my body was forced to experience very painful burning, tingling sensations. It almost felt like a severe burn. The skin on various areas of my body was also forced to itch uncontrollably. I was forced to scratch myself until my flesh became inflamed and began to peel.

* Sometimes the evil spirits forced me to experience excruciating toothaches for hours. I could do nothing but hold my face, rub my gums and moan out in agony until the pain finally subsided.

* Sometimes the evil spirits tortured the glands in my throat. The glands in my throat were forced to experience sensations of severe inflammation. It hurt so much that I was forced to grab and hold my throat.

* Sometimes the evil spirits tortured my bowels. The pain in my bowels was so severe that it felt as though I might hemorrhage.

* By physically manipulating my lungs, sometimes the evil spirits decreased my ability to breathe to the point that it became very frightening.

* Sometimes the evil spirits forced me to experience very distressful sensations in my chest, and sometimes I was also forced to feel terrified at the same time.

* Sometimes the evil spirits forced my stomach to feel very nauseous and sometimes even forced me to vomit explosively by physically manipulating my stomach.

* Sometimes the evil spirits forced me to experience extremely disgusting sensations in my lungs. My lungs felt like they were falling to pieces and beginning to decompose. I was also forced to experience disgusting, itchy sensations in my lungs.


Psychological Torture: The evil spirits were somehow able to synthesize my brain’s neurological communications specifically and force me to experience intense feelings of psychological torture.

* The evil spirits forced me to hear strange, frightening, otherworldly voices while I was forced to feel extremely terrified.

* The evil spirits periodically synthesized my brain’s neurological communications specifically, and I was forced to imagine myself falling unconscious while I was forced to feel extremely terrified. Essentially they were frightening me about my death occurring.

* The evil spirits periodically synthesized my brain’s neurological communications specifically, and I was forced to imagine my mother feeling very heartbroken after I had passed away while I was forced to experience feelings of great remorse.

* The evil spirits periodically synthesized my brain’s neurological communications specifically, and I was forced to imagine other people’s normal living conditions and lifestyles while I was forced to experience feelings of very deep sadness and self-pity.

* The evil spirits periodically synthesized my brain’s neurological communications specifically, and I was forced to imagine heaven existing. Then I was forced to feel very angered as they informed me that heaven doesn’t exist.

* The evil spirits tormented and insulted me by calling me names like “Left-over Lepley,” “Jesus Juices,” and “William Frankenstein Lepley” while I was forced to experience feelings of disgust and or anger.

* On a daily basis, the evil spirits would play mind games while I was forced to feel confused and frustrated.

Examples: They would inform me that they were an undetectable form of energy that was forced to be involved with my deathbed situation, and then they would inform me that they weren’t an undetectable form of energy. They would then inform me that they were a force of the universe’s design that was malfunctioning, and then they would inform me that they weren’t a force of the universe’s design. They would then inform me that they were demons, and then they would revert back to their other statements. These mind games just kept looping over and over again just to disturb and confuse me.

Some of the descriptions above aren't as accurate as they could've been, so I recently created a separate document containing all of the revisions that I was unable to initially make to my documents. I had already printed out four copies of every document I had created, before I was informed correctly enough to adjust the wording.

Some form of undetectable energy in this universe has produced actual necromancy by generating synthetic neurological communications and physical manipulation of nonfunctioning internal organs. At the age of 30, my brain began to lose its ability to produce chemistry, because of a very unusual birth defect. My brain’s unnatural condition somehow caused an unknown form of energy to behave unnaturally, which then became infused with my existence. This energy was, for some unknown reason, unable to allow my death to occur by loss of neurological communications in my brain. The energy kept my brain functioning even after my entire brain lost its ability to produce neurological communications on its own. The energy continued to generate synthetic neurological communications in my brain after my digestive system and other internal organs quit functioning and forced me to smoke countless cigarettes in order to destroy my respiratory system. After my lungs were unable to function on their own, the energy kept my lungs breathing by means of physical manipulation. After my digestive system and other internal organs had failed, the energy also physically manipulated my internal organs, so I could continue to urinate and pass bowel movements. This unknown form of energy has literally produced the first documented case of authentic necromancy.

I can accept the reality that everyone who has read through this believes that I'm severely psychotic, but what if you're wrong? What if you found out on your television screen that I was left with only a functioning heart and lungs, and scientists would be forced to put me to death with potassium chloride, because I would require very extensive organ transplantation to survive?

I don't know what's going on, but I hope you get well soon.

Otaku wrote:I don't know what's going on, but I hope you get well soon.

Thank you, my friend. But the only possible way I could ever get better is if the OPTN/UNOS, medical community and the U.S. government allow me to receive the very extensive organ transplantation that I would require to survive correctly again and resume my old, familiar existence.

To @Ichigofan and all of the wonderful staff members here at WiiWareWave, keep up the phenomenal work to keep the members & visitors satisfied as always.

Dude, my uncle had extremely low brain activity for the last few years of his life and he died from a seizure as a result of it. He also was suffering from malnutrition so I know your story is accurate scientifically for those who doubt you please look up the facts regarding low brain activity. However I don't think your brain has completely stopped, but it could be extremely slow which is still really, really bad. I hope you get through this and make a full recovery.